ahh.. i really think ishould study harder.. i have ONLY one more month till selective exam..and im sure the day will come soooon so,,,what should i do?? Nooo,, i know what should i do!!!!! anyways, im gonna send an email to senpai to get some imformation about the exam!!!!!! it's totally unimaginable what will they ask about...and is it in korean or japanse?? maybe i can't answere well even though japanse :'( i have ton of stories why im so interested in the country, and i really wanna tell about those!! i guess it's so hard showing my "fire" within only 1200 words,or just in a few min. i try to put together my thoughts.. anyways, anyways, anywaaaaaays,,,i wanna pass the exam and learn more about the country just because i LOVE the country!
Besides it, i also wanna learn a lot through many experience!!!
REMEMBER!!!!!! i have ONLY 1 more month... You'll Regret it later, IF you DONT do it now!!!!!!!!!!
↑↑ ★today's music★
"Life Is A Highway"/RASCAL FLATTS
Whooo umm yeah... Life's like a road that you travel on When there's one day here and the next day gone Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand Sometimes you turn your back to the wind There's a world outside ev'ry darkened door Where blues won't haunt you anymore Where brave are free and lovers soar Come ride with me to the distant shore We won't hesitate To break down the garden gate There's not much time left today
[Chorus:] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way I wanna drive it all night long
Through all these cities and all these towns It's in my blood and it's all around I love you now like I loved you then This is the road and these are the hands From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights
Knock me down get back up again You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man There's no load I can't hold Road so rough this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Just tell 'em we're survivors
Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah
There was a distance between you and I (between you and I) A misunderstanding once But now we look it in the eye
There ain't no load that I can't hold Road so rough this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Just tell 'em we're survivors
[Chorus: (x3)] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way I wanna drive it all night long
"Tonight And The Rest Of My Life"/NINA GORDON Down to the earth I fell With dripping wings Heavy things won't fly And the sky might catch on fire And burn the axis of the world That's why I prefer a sunless sky To the glittering and stinging in my eyes
[Chorus:] I feel so light This is all I want to feel tonight I feel so light Tonight and the rest of my life
Gleaming in the dark sea I'm as light as air Floating there breathlessly When the dream dissolves I open up my eyes I realize that Everything is shoreless sea A weightlessness is passing over me
Everything is waves and stars The universe is resting in my arms
i didn't have any schedule today(oh, it's already yesterday??! ahh...i didn't do anything~~ i should have done one of the paper thet i have to finish writing by next week...;;;
i saw ekiden little bit, and then fell asleep just as i expectedX( (but i saw 一区の区間新記録:-D♪awesome!)i got up around 5pm...i can NOT sleep now i strongly do not wanna go to work today;;tencho-is..sooooooo strict on work!! he often call my name, and say something with a VERY stern face~~he never smile.....
anyways,i thought about many things today in fact i still think about him...when i got his "last email", i didn't write back to him.of course i wanted to say something to him!!!!..like....i don't like you !! and i hate you !!(i actually have never said "i love u" too though..)
but i couldn't do it, cuz if i send to him such an email, we'll never see again. yeahh, i wanna see him again though he's really saite---- howcome~~??dayo!! i am sooooooo PABO!!!!
i just wanna talk wiz him! i have a ton of fun when i be with him,but i know it's only me!!!!!!all he's thinking about is sex.he's sucks...but in fact i sent him new year greeting on the New year's day. i was expecting his reply Ugh...how can i forget ya?うちホントばかぢゃなぃって感じだo
ぁーゃっぱもっと②お勉強頑張って韓国語わかるよぅになりたぁぃだってコメントとかッ絶対女のコばっかりだもぉぉん ゃっぱ韓国人てみんなcyworldやてるのねーそしてわたしゎ何ヤキモチ焼ぃちゃってるのんって感じだヶド笑 yeah..as u expect,i was crazyyyyy about him till a few months ago...he's still in the states now,that's why we haven't talked with~~even on msn chat for long time cuz of the time difference:'(
he's soooo cool~lol i mean his character is JUST my typeゃぱそぉ思ぅ!!hehe he's a smooth talker ..so really karui!! lol actually,when i first saw him,he talked to me and said.."what ur name? do u wanna come to my room??"and then of course i answered "sure~~~~~"lol i knew he's korean the moment he came in the room cuz he looked so~~and i was wondering if he'd talk to me**i was sitting wiz my friend,but he only talked to MEEEE..how sweeeeeet
anywaaaaaaaay..my last night of staying in the states,i visited his roomそーつまりぅちが生まれて初めて愛の告白をした相手なので-す-照
もちろん答ぇゎ "oh me too~~~" lol
ohhh come onnnnnnnnnnn realyyyyyyyy?!だヶドそんな軽ぃところにまたキュンぅちってパーボーー 笑o でもpls say "i love u"in korean言ったら、、、사랑해て言ってくれてsooooooo HAPPYだったッッ ぅちゎ本当に単純だヵラなぁぁooo